Blog #537, Day 549.

Tuesday March 6th, 2018 at 7:44 PM.

I am getting ready for another night of The Bachelor. 

I spent my night, and most of my day, studying for my accounting test.

I am very worried about this test tomorrow. I truly do not understand either of the chapters and after every question I answer I just get more confused.

I am not happy about it, because I want to do well, and now I feel like I won’t.

I am so stressed.

I got my stats test back today. I got a 100. I couldn’t stop smiling.

I am trying to use all of my meals this week. So far, I am doing a pretty good job.

I did my stats homework.

Yeah, I really spent most of my day studying for accounting.

It was probably all for nothing.

It is now 7:52 PM.





Blog #509, Day 521.

Tuesday February 6th, 2018 at 9:21 PM.

I didn’t do any homework today.

I don’t have any classes tomorrow. I’m hoping I will be able to do all of my homework tomorrow.

I also have to catch up on all of my reality shows tomorrow tough.

My priority should be the homework, but I have a feeling it won’t be.

I also have a planet Earth quiz to take and I can not forget about it.

I am alone in my dorm.

My roommate went home for the night.

I really don’t mind being in my dorm alone, so I was a little happy when she told me.

I think I might be going home this weekend. I am worried she will change her mind about coming back to school on Sunday, so I really am not sure.

I think tomorrow might actually suck a little bit.

I got a sub again tonight, but I didn’t eat it. It’s in my fridge. I got it for tomorrow, but I really don’t think I’ll end up eating it.

It is now 9:25 PM.

I think I have a little motivation to do some of my accounting right now.



Blog #508, Day 520.

Monday February 5th, 2018 at 8:39 PM.

I am tired and hot.

I slept great from 7 AM until 8:20 AM. I really thought that I was going to take a nap once I got back from my classes, but I didn’t. Instead, I did all of my online assignments.

I don’t have classes on Wednesday so that is something to look forward to.

I am not looking forward to going to either of my classes tomorrow.

I don’t think I am going home this weekend, because my roommate wants to stay home for an extra 12 hours and come back on Monday in the morning.

I guess beggars really can’t be choosers.

I had a sub again for dinner.

I’m also not looking forward to waking up and having to shower tomorrow morning. I probably should’ve showered tonight. I really don’t want to get up.

I didn’t eat all of the donuts last night, so I guess I can be proud of myself for that.

It is now 8:44 PM.




Blog #503, Day 515.

Wednesday January 31st, 2017 at 8:37 PM.

My face is currently on fire.

I am so hot.

I lost a water bottle in my bed. I literally can’t find it in my blankets.

I am not looking forward to waking up and having to shower tomorrow morning.

I am also not looking forward to my Planet Earth class tomorrow.

I did my Planet Earth quiz. It was the same one we did together as a class. I better have got all the questions right.

I did my excel textbook project, training, and quiz. I think I am now 2 weeks ahead in that class.

My professor wrote back on my music appreciation essay that I was “right on.”

I really think I have done all of my homework. I haven’t done any of my reading, but all mt actual homework is done.

I had a sub again for dinner. It was much better than the one I had last night.

I am happy that tomorrow is Thursday, because that means it’s basically Friday.

It is now 8:47 PM.




Blog #455, Day 467.

Thursday December 14th, 2017 at 9:40 PM.

My day was ruined as soon as it began.

I cried today.

That doesn’t happen to often, but I am a frustrated crier.

My roommate, who was supposed to take me home tomorrow, texted me saying that her mom said the weather is supposed be terrible tomorrow. We’ll see.

I was livid. I was so angry my hands were shaking.

It’s not because she couldn’t take me home. Well, it is, but it really isn’t.

I asked her three weeks ago if she would be okay with staying on Friday and taking me home, since her last exam was Thursday. She said yes. Which was fantastic. I asked multiple times, many different times, if she was sure that it wouldn’t be a bother to take me home Friday, since she would have to stay for an extra 16 hours. Her answer was always that she didn’t mind.

It’s winter, she knows what the weather is like in winter, so I am mad that she just didn’t say no.

Another point (because there are multiple things I took issue with) I just thought of, if the weather is supposed so bad, it’s better to have my parents do the drive here and back, when you would one way.

I 100% think she was using her mom as a scapegoat.

Last week, she told me that her new boyfriend was taking her to the hockey game on the 15th. I, again, mentioned that I have an exam that day and asked if she was sure that she didn’t mind taking me home.  Side note: she broke up with her other boyfriend a month ago and she’s probably been dating this guy for a month. She relies on guys like she relies on oxygen.

Today, she texted me at like 9:15 AM and asked if I could find another ride. It jolted me awake. This is when I started to get suspicious because if she ever has to talk to her mom she has to wait until at least 11 AM. Then, I remembered the hockey, and checked the weather, and there was no snowstorm coming, and I immediately knew this was bullshit.

I was also getting angry, because she wouldn’t answer the question.

She also said that she wouldn’t leave me “high and dry.” Yet, when she left today she asked if I had a ride, and I said, but she still left. Seems a little like leaving someone high and dry. And that she “would never leave you here”, yet here I am at school. She also said that she wasn’t a shitty person, but then said “it’s up you” to decide whether or not she was going to take me home tomorrow. Asking that question, makes you a shitty person.

I am going home tomorrow. If anything bad happens, I will 100% blame her for the rest of my life.

We still went to lunch together today. We said three words to each other. I did tell her not to talk to me when she got back to the dorm, because either I was going to cry, or make her cry. I didn’t think either of us wanted to cry.

I also may have mentioned that she ruined our semester together. I never that I wasn’t one for the dramatics.

I probably won’t talk to her again until January 21st, 2018. Sounds about right. Grudges are great aren’t they?

I did ask her if she made it home alright.

I honestly will never trust her in this capacity again. Especially, because this isn’t the first time she said she would do something and she does the complete opposite.

I called my mom and cried, and she told me not to let it bother me and focus on my exams.

My mom called me a lot today. I think she could tell that I was on the verge of an emotional breakdown. I think that she was genuinely concerned.

She is coming to get me tomorrow.

I did ask a girl in my class if she wanted to study together. She said yes. I really don’t think that I could’ve emotionally handled a rejection. We met at the library. I don’t know how much I really retained, but I’m proud of myself, because I asked.

I definitely need to review a little more. Maybe tonight, definitely tomorrow.

I also went to get dinner by myself.

It made me think that transferring wouldn’t be too awful, but it actually probably would be.

But, 3rd time’s the charm.

I need to stop.

I have no idea how I am going to take my differential equations exam tomorrow. It’s going to be brutal.

I just remembered that I am going to have to get breakfast alone tomorrow.

I need to stop all of this now.

It is now 10:12 PM.

My high of the day – my mom handled this situation a lot better than I did. My low of the day – my roommate.

It is now 10:27 PM.







Blog #383, Day 395.

Wednesday October 4th, 2017 at 8:52 PM.

I am home.

I didn’t think I would be home tonight, so that’s kind of nice. My roommate brings us back and I figured she would prefer to do it tomorrow morning, but she apparently wanted to go home more than I did. Obviously, that is completely fine with me.

I just turned on a hockey game. It is the first game of the season, but I don’t think I am actually going to watch it, because I don’t really have a vested interest in either team. Actually, I am hoping St. Louis wins.

I got a 91% on my western civilizations test. Just another example of how I only do well in the classes that have nothing to do with my major.

I’ll be honest, for a second I had a thought of maybe making the Dean’s list, but I don’t think differential equations is going to let that happen.

I went to all of my classes today. My economics class was the only class that was basically empty, but it is my last class of the day, so that probably has something to do with it.

I was not a fan of my biology test today. Definitely not another 98. There were some true/false questions that felt like an actual punch to the face.

I wasn’t able to use all of my meals. I left with one left.

I had my first ever pumpkin spice latte. It was good. I don’t know if it is all it is cracked up to be though.

My cat is acting very strange right now.

It is now 9:00 PM.

My high of the day – it is Wednesday and I am done with my week. My low of the day – it’s been a pretty good day. Although, by the time I got to differential equations my dislike for the professor reached a peak. Until Monday, anyway.

It is now 9:05 PM.






Blog #382, Day 384.

Tuesday October 3rd, 2017 at 8:58 PM.

Today was just another day of nothing.

I am eating a bag of popcorn right now. I plan to eat the whole thing.

I am not looking forward to tomorrow.

I have a test tomorrow, but also it will probably be the longest day of my life. Not really, but I am over-dramatic.

I made flashcards for the test. Now, I have to use them.

I feel a lot f pressure to do well on this test, because I did so well on the last one. Also, my roommate is in the class and  I would like to do better than her, and the kid next to me will probably be taking a few glances at my paper and I don’t want to mislead him.

Basically, I am stress.

Still a little worried whether or not I am in the right major, but I am still going to ignore that for right now.

This popcorn is really husky, which is really disappointing.

I am definitely not looking forward to going to 4 classes tomorrow.

It is now 9:04 PM.

My high of the day – it was like the third day in a row that I didn’t really have anything to do. My low of the day – this popcorn is not tasting as good as I would like it to.




Blog #374, Day 386.

Monday September 25th, 2017 at 7:28 PM.

It is way too hot for the end of September.

Ninety degrees. Ridiculous.

If I wanted to be hot I would have went to college in Florida.

I did better than I thought I did on my differential equations quiz.

I must say that 50 minutes is not enough time to write one essay and five short identifications (each 1 paragraph), which is basically like a whole other essay. I was scrambling at the end and I definitely did not do as good as I wanted to, and I would have definitely done better if I had more time. At least I know for next time.

I think I will have a test/quiz in all of my classes within this week and next week.

Only a 3 day week next week, though.

Apparently, we get a “fall” break. I don’t care what they call, because we are getting two days off, so I’ll have a 4 day weekend next week. Which sounds considerably less than a 5 day weekend for some reason.

I probably should have done something for accounting tonight, but I didn’t.

I am kind of already ready for bed.

It is now 7:38 PM.

My high of the day – my grandma sent me a package full of food and I had no idea that I was getting it. So that was really cool. My low of the day – I am currently stressed about my living situation for next year, as in Fall 2018.

It 7:43 PM.




Blog #359, Day 371.

Sunday September 10th, 2017 at 8:55 PM.

I think I just finished studying for economics. I am definitely done doing it, but I am not sure if I can call what I was doing studying.

I am now suddenly worried about my economics quiz tomorrow. I was always worried, just a little more now.

That seems to be a recurring theme throughout the past couple of weeks.

I don’t really have anything due tomorrow, so I didn’t really do much today.

I am back at school.

I drove today.

I don’t have any classes on Wednesday, so I am really looking forward to that, and hopefully I can get some work done.

I have 2 tests this week and 2 quizzes. I will also have to write an essay this week since it is due next Monday and I will be camping this weekend.

I don’t know what I am going to do for posts this weekend since there is no internet or service. I guess I’ll just write them after this and schedule them for later.

I had another muffin today and I am going to eat a chocolate bar when I finish doing this.

My high of the day – driving went well, I think. My low of the day – I feel very unprepared for my economics quiz.

It is now 9:01 PM.




Blog #348, Day 360.

Wednesday August 30th, 2017 at 8:36 PM.

Happy Hump Day!!

Ew, that was gross.

I am currently eating a chocolate bar and watching Netflix.

I didn’t go to my biology class today, because I really didn’t feel good. I felt like I was to pass out, I was sweating and shaking, but then I ate something and felt a little better. I didn’t really feel bad missing it because the only way he knows whether or not you were there is by your clicker, but I don’t have a clicker, so there was really no point in going. I think I felt sick, because I woke up a later than I usually do, and I basically just jumped out of bed and was rushing around.

I have the clicker now though, which I am surprised I actually got today. I got an email yesterday saying it would be delivered today, and then earlier today I got an email that it would be delivered tomorrow, but after I got an email saying it was delivered. I am just happy it turned on.

I have my accounting class tomorrow and I am not looking forward to it, but it is only one class so I’ll deal with it.

I am really warm.

I still have yet to get a good night’s rest, so here’s to hoping that happens tonight.

It is now 8:41 PM.

My high of the day – I got a 10/10 on my differential equations quiz and I am pretty happy about that even though it was an “easy” quiz. My low of the day – I feel a little guilty about missing my biology class.

It is now 8:45 PM.