Blog #418, Day 430.

Tuesday November 7th, 2017 at 8:30 PM.

I think tonight is going to be an early night.

My accounting test was not today. It is Thursday.

Realistically I should have started studying tonight, but I did not.

I did get a 10/10 on my take home accounting quiz.

I did my biology reading tonight, and nothing else.

I still have 2 tests and an essay to do this week.

I watched a lot of episodes of Live PD today.

Apparently it is supposed to snow on Friday. I am not looking forward to that.

Also, I am not really sure what I am supposed to do this weekend.

I think I am getting sick, which is really weird, because I do not get sick.

The rest of this week is going to be terrible.

However, it may also be the best week, because yesterday an older man was walking his dog, and there were a lot of people, (this guy walks his dog on campus all the time, but never stops to let people pet the dog, and personally I don’t get why you are walking your dog on a college campus if you are not going to let people pet him) but the dog chose me and came up to me to lick my hand.

My be the greatest thing that has happened to me in college, or just maybe ever.

It is now 8:38 PM.

My high of the day – my accounting test was not today. My low of the day – I was not productive at all today.




Blog #417, Day 429.

Monday November 6th, 2017 at 9:22 PM.

I am a little worried right now.

I don’t think I have an accounting test tomorrow, because she said it was on Thursday and we didn’t finish the chapter, but the syllabus says it’s tomorrow.

I am really hoping it isn’t tomorrow, because I did not study. Like, at all.

I had my biology test today. Of course, I forgot my clicker, which is what we use to fill out our test answers. He said it wasn’t a problem. I am still stressed out about it.

I really didn’t do a lot today.

I really hope my test isn’t tomorrow.

I didn’t do any homework or studying.

I had a really good apple today.

It is now 9:31 PM.

My high of the day – I got an A on my western civilizations essay. My low of the day – forgetting my clicker for my biology test.

It is now 9:34 PM.



Blog #416, Day 428.

Sunday November 5th, 2017 at 10:12 PM.

I have been trying to study for the past 3 hours.

I have a biology test tomorrow. I am a little worried.

It has been pouring rain just about all day. Well, not all day, but it started as soon as we left home to drive back to school.

I asked my roommate if she had her lights on, she said yes, but she didn’t.

We also went to Walmart.

That was fun.

I got a new sweater. I am probably going to where it tomorrow.

We aren’t going home this weekend. I am not sure how I feel about it.

I filled out some of the paperwork to change my major. Now, I have to go to the department chairs to get their signatures. I am not looking forward to it.

It is now 10:16 PM.

My high of the day – probably my new sweater. My low of the day – my roommate and I both had a mental breakdown while trying to study for biology. It was actually pretty funny though. We couldn’t stop laughing, but I really needed to study. I still need to study.

It is now 10:18 PM.



Blog #415, Day 427.

Saturday November 4th, 2017 at 8:53 PM.

I think I slept for 11 hours last night.

I woke up and I honestly wasn’t able to bring myself out of bed.

I also took a nap today too, after being up for like 5 hours.

I registered for the rest of my classes today. There is one class that I will have to watch until January to try to get into.

Other than that I have done nothing today.

It’s been great.

It is now 8:56 PM.



Blog #414, Day 426.

Friday November 3rd, 2017 at 10:50 PM.

I am home.

My mom was early picking me up from school. I wasn’t even ready.

After she picked me up we went shopping for a new winter coat. I got a new winter coat.

I still think I want a puffer jacket.

We also got a pizza.

Then, I went with my friend to get food, but I didn’t eat anything.

Good news, the kid from yesterday wasn’t in biology and neither was his friend.

My differential equations quiz didn’t go as nearly as bad as I thought it would. 

I am changing my major though.

Today was the day to register for classes and I was only able to register for one. I couldn’t get into any of the other classes. Which is kind of fine, because most of classes are for my applied math major.

It is now 10:56 PM.

My high of the day – my mom and I had a really good day together. My low of the day – I write my economics notes in blue pen. I have every day since August 19th, and today I didn’t have a blue pen. 

It is now 11:00 PM.



Blog #413, Day 425.

Thursday November 2nd, 2017 at 9:35 PM.

I laid in bed for the majority of the day.

I did go and get breakfast all by my lone self.

I had a really good apple today. It was nice.

People were supposed to be checking something in our rooms, so I spent most of the day listening for them to knock. It did not happen. I basically was just waiting in suspense all day.

I only left my dorm once today, but the was enough time for something super embarrassing  to happen to me.

I was walking out of accounting and one of the kids from my biology class said hey, and I said hi back, but at this point I don’t think he was talking to me. At the moment, I did, I don’t know why, and I haven’t gone 4 minutes without thinking about this since it happened. I know I’m invisible, so I have no idea what led me to believe he was talking to me.

A part of me wishes I could go back and watch this encounter. Not even to change it, but to have some clarity. I really thought he was talking to me, but the more I think about it the less I believe he was. This is really eating away at me, as if you couldn’t tell.

This is awful.

I don’t even know if I can to biology tomorrow.

I am going home tomorrow.

My mom finally texted me back, and she is coming to get me tomorrow.

I have my differential equations tomorrow, which will probably just be a blood bath. I don’t think I mentioned this yesterday, but she called on me twice in class yesterday. Obviously, I did not know the answer. I don’t even know what she was asking.

Also, I can’t remember how to factor, so tomorrow will be great.

It is now 9:41 PM.

My high of the day – my mom finally getting back to me. My low of the day – for sure, I will never forget the embarrassment of today, and it’s only getting worse. It has immersed itself into brain forever.

It is now 9:44 PM.




Blog #412, Day 424.

Wednesday November 1st, 2017 at 10:12 PM.

I can’t believe there is only two months until 2018.

I am a little proud of myself, because I didn’t mess up the date at all.

I am a little angry, because my differential equations quiz was moved to Friday.

I found out that I will have a test on Monday, Tuesday, Friday, and I will have a paper due on Friday.

I did my take home accounting quiz. It doesn’t seem like I did enough, but I am really hoping it’s right.

I went to my accounting professor’s office hours today. She was really nice. I still don’t know if I am going to switch. I want to, but what if it’s worse. I really only went, because my roommate said she would go with me. She walked there with me, but she didn’t actually go with into the office hours, because that would’ve been weird.

I really need to send my AP scores.

I also really need a winter jacket.

I am alone in my dorm right now. My roommate left to go home for the rest of the week. If you are familiar with my blog, then you would know that she usually takes me home on Friday, so at this point I don’t know if I am going home or not. I would like to, because if I don’t there is a strong possibility of me not speaking to anyone until Sunday.

Also, I am terrified to eat alone.

I am really hoping my mom will come get me, but she hasn’t answered any of my texts, which is really annoying, and am incredibly angry about it.

Yeah, I really don’t want to stay here alone, but I have a weird feeling that it is probably going to happen.

I honestly don’t know what I am going to do tomorrow. At this point, I have no plans of leaving my dorm, besides going to class.

I have literally been trying to talk to my mom for more than 7 hours.

It is now 10:21 PM.

My high of the day – going to my accounting professor’s office hours. My low of the day – my mom has ignored all of my texts and calls.



Blog #411, Day 423.

Tuesday October 31st, 2017 at 9:53 PM.

Happy Halloween!

I asked my roommate if she just wanted to walk around the town tonight. She said no.

I think tonight will be a very loud night.

I just finished doing differential equations practice problems, reading for biology, and reading for western civilizations.

I didn’t know there was biology reading, because I asked my roommate and she said there wasn’t any. Then, as I was organizing some of my stuff I saw that there was in fact biology reading. Not a big deal, though, I got it done.

My accounting quiz wasn’t too bad, but then she gave us a take home quiz, and she called it a “treat”. The take home quiz has two parts, but I don’t know how to do them.

I really should have went to my accounting professor’s office hours, but I am too scared to at this point in time. I am hoping I build up the confidence soon.

I also realized that I have a quiz everyday this week.

Today, the dining hall put on a Harry Potter theme, and I was impressed. They did a really good job.

It is now 10:00 PM.

My high of the day – they did a really good job with the dining hall and I appreciated it a lot. My low of the day – getting a take home quiz. I get it is supposed to be easy, but I don’t think it will be.

It is now 10:01 PM.



Blog #410, Day 422.

Monday October 30th, 2017 at 9:06 PM.

My dorm building has a haunted house going on in the basement, so occasionally I just hear screaming. It’s kind of weird.

I was studying for my accounting quiz tomorrow. I made a few flashcards and I did some practice problems. I am hoping that is enough to get me through the quiz. She also drops the lowest, but I want to do well on it.

I think I am going to change my major to accounting. I think.

I feel bad about changing, because I would be leaving the STEM field, and I feel ashamed and like I am disappointing people.

I had my economics quiz today. The best possible outcome is an 8/10. I know that I got at least one wrong.

I already used four meals since yesterday. I am pretty happy about it though, because I always end the week without using all of my meals.

It is actually cold outside now.

I want to put my fan in the window, but our radiator is under my window and I feel bad for wasting the heat. It is also really windy outside and I don’t want the fan to fall in the middle of the night. And I want to be warm.

It is now 9:13 PM.

My high of the day – it took me maybe 8 minutes to take my economics quiz, and we got to leave as soon as we finished. My low of the day – we were supposed to get our essays back in western civilizations, but he didn’t have them graded yet.



Blog #409, Day 421.

Sunday October 29th, 2017 at 8:45 PM.

I am back at school.

We actually came back a little later than usual, which was nice. My roommate got me some hot chocolate, which was also nice.

I went to my grandparents house today.

I set up their router for them.

My grandma made a ham dinner while I was there. That was really good.

We ate at 2:30 PM, so I guess not really dinner.

Also important to note, my mom said she would be back to my grandma’s house at 2:30 PM, and she got there at 2:45 PM. I was proud of her. That is actually on time, if not early for her.

Once I got back to school I started studying for my economics quiz tomorrow. I think I understand what to do, but I am also terrified that I don’t.

There was no reading for biology tonight. I was very happy about that.

It is now 8:50 PM.

My high of the day – going to my grandparents’ house. My low of the day – I don’t think I studied for my quiz enough.